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On Joy and Sorrow

Photo courtesy of Paula Bronstein, KABUL, AFGHANISTAN - OCTOBER 12: Zeeba Gul, age 2 and her brother Mer Alam, age 5 sleep in their tent holding bread from lunch October 12, 2004 at the Babrak Garden Refugee camp in Kabul, Afghanistan. Over 150 Afghan families all labelled as Internally Displaced Peoples (IDP) according to the UNHCR (United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees) live in squalor inside the tented camp in the capitol city where they remain homeless.


On Joy and Sorrow
Kahlil Gibran

Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Some of you say, "Joy is greater thar sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits, alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.

Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend...

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
I know you well, I know your smell
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend..
You have been the one, You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true, I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend..
You have been the one, You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one, You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

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Selamat Hari Raya

Thank you for the kind wishes. Have a safe holiday everybody. xxx

Boys nix. Theresa love.

Girlfriend love. Less complicated. Endures everything.

Its been almost a year since my last blog.

Im ready to go home. Its been more than two years that I have been in Japan. So much has happened and I think Ive grown so much as a person. I miss home. I want my life to settle and calm down again. Im very sad. It is so hard to move on. To move on towards new things in life. Ive always found it hard to say goodbye. Especially to him.






















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